Drift Logs
Entries of thoughts, reflecions, meditations...
Ending the wars that should never begin
The historical background of Hanukkah is a war.
The Maccabean revolt was born from conflict between neighboring peoples: people who, in everyday life, could have lived beside each other in peace.
It was not ordinary human closeness that failed first, but pressure, power, and the will to reshape the other in one’s own image.
And this pattern did not disappear with history.
Even today, even during Hanukkah, wars still begin.
Not only between nations, but within homes.
Between siblings over small things.
Between couples over words, jokes, misunderstandings, unspoken fears, old wounds.
We argue over things that seem small…
because what is really hurting lies deeper.
We forget to appreciate something essential:
the simple presence of the other.
While not far from us there are wars, loss, hunger, and grief,
we sit in warm homes, in relative peace,
and yet we fight our own quiet wars.
Why?
Because we try to Hellenize each other.
We try to force our will, our perspective, our humor, our emotional tempo,
sometimes even our rudeness, onto those closest to us.
And pressure always creates resistance.
Resistance turns into revolt.
And suddenly, there is war.
Hanukkah reminds us of something important:
the war did not define the story.
The ending did.
The war ended.
The Temple was rededicated.
And light returned, not because everything was perfect,
but because people chose to restore what was sacred.
So perhaps our task is this:
to end our wars before there are irreparable losses.
To choose to see the good, not only the wounds.
To remember the many quiet acts of kindness, not only the moments of pain.
And maybe the deepest lesson of Hanukkah is this:
when we turn toward the Light together,
we stop staring at each other’s flaws.
If we face the same direction,
we argue less about who is wrong
and walk more toward what is right.
The Light is still there.
Not for one day, but for eight.
Maybe even forever.
Calling us
to end the wars,
to choose gratitude,
and to remember how to love.
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2025.12.21.
Gabriel Zéman
Dedication
What is your favorite color?
Walking under Fall's Heaven,
we were just walking and
talking about silly little things...
We gazed at the crystal clear sky and the divinely painted palettes of the leaves, they were just dancing in the winds.
Then she asked:
- What is your favorite color?
- It's October - I said.
- But it is not a colour - she replied.
- Just look around, dear. Maybe, you are right. It's a whole palette. The memory of death and rebirth.
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Gabriel Zéman
2025.10.28.
When the Soul Returns to Its Root
Yom Kippur is called the Day of Atonement, but its deeper name is return. A return of the soul to its source, before roles, before wounds, before the many selves we learned to wear.
The Zohar teaches that on this day, the lower world aligns with the higher worlds.
The noise thins.
Judgment softens into mercy.
And the soul is invited to rise.
We fast not because the body is sinful, but because the soul remembers how to breathe without weight.
Hunger becomes prayer.
Emptiness becomes space for light.
We remove leather shoes and walk lightly upon the earth, as one who knows he is dust and breath both.
Not conqueror, but witness.
Not owner, but guardian.
We do not wash or adorn the body, for this is the day when appearance releases its claim.
The soul stands unpolished, truthful, seen.
Pleasure pauses, not to deny joy, but to hear the still voice beneath it, the voice that knows where we strayed, and where the path still waits.
Yom Kippur teaches a universal truth:
that no soul is broken beyond return,
that confession opens gates,
and that humility repairs worlds.
For one sacred turning of the sun, the warrior lays down his armor, the judge becomes a seeker, and the human being stands before the Infinite and says:
“I am here. I am willing to change.”
And the mystery is this:
the gates are not closing us out, they are closing time itself, so eternity can touch the heart.
May we be sealed not in fear, but in life. May our return restore not only ourselves, but the worlds bound to us.
G’mar Chatimah Tovah.
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Gabriel Zéman
2025.10.02.